Elsa keeping a close eye on what's going on.
I was getting ready for the gym; my typical morning routine is that I hit the gym, then we go for our walk. When I took the dogs out in the yard first thing this morning; Luke was hanging close, too close. He was shadowing me which is not typical for the morning. Both he and Elsa usually have a quick pee and it's back into the house for their morning snack. Not this morning; something was different. I head upstairs to get my gym clothes on and when I came out of the bathroom he was there, I knew. Luke thought he was going to have a seizure. How do I know? He always comes to get me; and if I'm not around, he will get whoever is and let them know. He starts to shake and needs to be close. Being that I had some good lead time I got him up onto my bed so that I could be comfortable during the episode.
We waited, he panted and shook. I reached over to the cookie jar to see if he'd eat some of his favorite cookies, he did. They are homemade cookies with no sugar, no wheat; just good substantial protein. He ate a few cookies; not normal at all for pre-seizure. Hmmmmm, but he thought that something was coming. He continued his "Mom location assurance," touching my face with his and staring at me. I told him over and over again "Mommy's right here." He wants to know that I am there; even though he can see me he needs to feel me. I hopped up onto the bed and wrap myself around him.
I decided to skip the gym to spend the morning with Luke and Elsa. Even if he wasn't really having a seizure; he most definitely was not himself. So we will all go for a walk together at some point this morning.
Here is a video I took while waiting for the seizure to come. The couple of head swings that he does is because he thinks my movement means that I am leaving. He needs to be right with me when he thinks that he is going to have a seizure.
It is now a half hour later and no seizure. He is relaxing in the office as I type; although he stills panics if I move. No more panting, shaking or anything except for a feeling of needing me by his side. He has got up a couple of times to check that the body in the chair is indeed me; then goes and lays down again. I'm listening to him; something is telling him that things are not normal today. Did he perhaps have a very mild seizure that was not at all like his previous ones? Maybe. He is acting like he has had a seizure. He has now gone into my bedroom to check; he always goes back to check the scene of the crime.
Epilepsy can change with time; it can get worse, better or just change. Perhaps it is becoming far less intense for Luke which would be a good thing. Whatever is going on, I'm listening.